A description of what it is like to be me. In my head...in my world...what I think...what I do...how i poo...but never why...and never about pie...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Mmmmmm Nachos.......

I wanted to blog about this fabulous "healthy" nachos I just enjoyed for dinner...
But I'm going to do it in the style as if I was hosting my own cooking show...so bear with me.

First, I started with soy & flaxseed tortilla chips from Trader Joe's and laid them all out on a plate. (only 13 carbs & 6 g protein per 7 chips and lots of fiber) Then I melted some hot EL Bandirita queso in a ramekin (from Kroger) in the microwave. On the chips I sprinkled a combo of organic black beans, left over grilled chicken in small chunks, and some organic flaxseed tempeh I had stir fryed up in some EVOO & crushed red pepper and cajun spice from a couple nights ago. Before I melted the cheese, I opened an avocado and smashed it up real good, added some green tomatilla salsa verde. a couple drops of lime juice from one of those fake limes (one should always have a fake lime on hand - for drinks and what not) and a dash of salt with a pinch of cajun seasoning (also should always have this on hand as well, comes in very handy) Then I put a dollop of light sour cream and a healthy dollop of the homemade guac (much more than the friggin mexican restaurants ever give you, but they sure will charge you for the price of 2 whole avovcados for the 2 oz portion they serve ya! Cheap bastards!) ..and I sat down and enojyed my delicious food knowing that everything I was putting into my body was from somewhere good and healthy. (except for maybe the queso...but hey! Everything else was good so back off!)

This is Betty Blue signing off...stay classy Atlanta...
:)

I then drizzled that hot queso all over those chips and toppings and heaped a spoonful of light sour cream and homemade guac in the middle.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Window Busted!

My roomate's car got broken into last night! Her back window is totally busted out - and we park in a back parking lot too! There were 2 other cars on our street with busted out windows, but there were 3 other cars back in our lot that weren't even touched! But I think they were looking for a laptop cuz there was her bag dumped out on the ground that looked like a laptop bag - but it just had bunch of her teaching papers in there - plus one of the other cars DID get a laptop stolen out of it - totally sucks b/c her deductible is $250 and she NEVER has any extra $$ - I feel so bad for her! She woke me up crying this morning! SUX! What the hell is wrong with humanity that makes people think this is ok to do?

F'in crackheads....

Monday, December 04, 2006

BULLSHIT...(revised)

I know I can be a little bit of a hypochondriac sometimes. But I also know that in time, I will get over something, but not if you don't let me. This (blog) is just where I bitch and moan about stupid shit in my life. If I wanted to say it to you directly, I would have, but I didn't b/c I knew and I know that sometimes in a rage my feelings were hurt and I lash out. Don't we all? That is why silence is the best option until I can rationally gather my thoughts and sort out my feelings, and THEN I can approach you and deal with whatever situation accordingly...rationally...and without overreacting. But this blog, THIS is where I sometimes just need to vent. It doesn't mean I feel like this all the time or even the next day my feelings could have changed towards whatever I happened to be dealing with that day/week. whatever. But don't call me bitter b/c I happened to lash out to the world...to people who don't even know me, or you, or anyone I am referencing, it is always anonomous unless you happen to be the person it is about....I am just expressing myself.

I have always made it a rule of mine to never write something here that I would not say to the person's face who it is about. Or if they happen to read it one day, I wouldn't be ashamed of what I had written... I think I broke that rule with my last posting (which is now deleted). But at the time, when I wrote it, I didn't care and I wanted to hurt the person/people who had hurt me, even if what they did wasn't intentionally hurting me. Don't we all do this? Don't we all want to just get back at the ones who hurt us? Don't we always hurt the ones we love the most? Well, I hope that she can forgive me, she knows who she is. But I want her to know that I still need time until I can gain a better perspective on things, maybe then we can move on...